February 28, 2007

Lemonades

"I feel like complete sh*t, Ferris."

I had 4 cookies tonight. Dangit, it's my husband's fault! He got the Girl Scout cookies out of the freezer and just left them on the counter. Come on! I've been very good, but I'm not that good! The cookies, on the other hand were GREAT! Of course, I haven't had a cookie since, well, I can't remember. I'm obsessing about food tonight, and I'm not sure I should go to the grocery after all..

February 26, 2007

Oh lawdy I've been lazy...

..still dieting, but NO exercise. I know!

I started out so good!

I just gotta get outside and walk. Damn Old Man Winter.

One thing that's been going on here is the discussion of me going back to school. Yeah, I have two babies to take care of-huge job, BUT I am not otherwise employed at the moment and don't plan on being employed until the kids are in school. My husband works at the university here and gets a family discount. It's ridiculous for me to not take advantage of that. Also, if I ever want to have that third baby (a girl, named Naomi) we gonna need some more cash around here! And, I'm 30 years old....the education clock is ticking right along with my biological clock...if I'm gonna do it I'd better just get busy.

Recurring question: Why do I always have to do things the hard way?

February 23, 2007

11:25 am 234 lbs. Down 14 lbs. total.

Can't Sleep

I'm so bored. I'm tired, but I can't sleep. I can't stand being in this house at night without my husband. Dang, I wish I'd had my mom come stay with me this week. Oh well. I'm having my new favorite midnight snack:

I found these on the shelf next to the little applesauce containers I buy every week for my kiddos. It's room temperature fruit sorbet! No fat. 100% vitamin C. Just freeze and eat! The raspberry is yummy. Haven't tried the strawberry yet. There's also a mango, I think. I love that it takes longer to eat one of these little cups because it's frozen and therefore feels like a decent snack. AND yay for me buying this instead of ice cream!

I'm such a nerd

http://www.myheritage.com

http://www.myheritage.com

February 19, 2007

Hubby is out of town this week. Actually, he just left today, and I miss him already. Isn't that pitiful? Anyway, I'm dieting like crazy because I've not had time/energy to exercise, and I doubt I will be able to do much this week with him gone.

I'm pretty psyched that I'm down 12 lbs though. If I was smoking I'd be down twice that by now.

No wonder Frappuccinos are so frickin good...500+ calories?! Sheesh! Guess I'll be finding a new fav.

February 18, 2007

11:00 pm 236 lbs.

February 16, 2007

8:40 am 240 lbs.

Here's my snow

This is what came out of our driveway yesterday.

I call this one "doggie tracks and yellow snow."

Snog

Well, the Blizzard of '07 or "February Fury" as the news media calls it has totally zapped my will to live. This morning at like 4:30 I was up bf'ing (ok no, it means breastfeeding) baby #2, and I think I heard them saying we had snow-fog?

Well, ok. Maybe it's not that bad.

But, I've seriously been in this house since 7:00 Monday night with my 2 babies and my husband. You don't even know.

No working out this week to speak of. Maybe today. I said MAYBE! Don't pressure me, Self!

Am I even sane anymore?

Oye.

February 12, 2007

10:20 pm 5 minutes, ab roller and squats

I just had to sleep today when my baby slept. He's still getting up twice a night.

*Yawn*

February 9, 2007

10:00 am 240 lbs. down 8lbs. total

February 8, 2007

2:05 pm, 25 minutes circuit aerobics.


OMG! I just heard on the news that Anna Nicole Smith just died! WTH?!

I miss you, Camel

Excuses, excuses

Well, the baby's been up every night since last Wednesday...several times a night. Of course, I've been exhausted all day long, and that's why I haven't exercised. I feel so guilty. Anyway, I think he's getting better. No fever today. Maybe he'll sleep all night tonight. I hope, I hope, I hope. I'm going to bed. Maybe I'll get off my heiny tomorrow. Hinee, hi-knee...whatever. Is it turd or terd? I never know.

My scales are screwy

I weighed myself Saturday morning...get this 241. What is up? Have I been retaining water?

February 2, 2007

10:30 am 246 lbs. Up 6 lbs. Barf.

WHAT is wrong with me?

The only ways I've lost weight in the past:
1. smoking instead of eating
2. starvation dieting
3. no carbs/chicken and beef only

Back to wiping up snot...

Sickies

The house is full of germs! Ahhhhh!

We're all sick...watching the baby for RSV.

No exercise, but keeping with the diet.

Oh, I'm afraid to weigh myself tomorrow.